Friday, August 12, 2011
My best friend fell in love with him.?
i used to have a serious friend problem, i'm 14 atm and i was about 13. i met a boy (he was a year older than me) and we became such good friends. we started texting all the time, chatting when each other was online, arranging to meet up at breaks, it was the friendship i needed desperately as my [so called] friends didn't want me around. around a year later, we're still great friends, but my [mates] start hanging out where we met up, we couldn't go anywhere else and he would end up talking to them, or repsonding to their pestering of him. gradually bit by bit we weren't really talking in person anymore. then he started boarding at school, and one day a boy from the boarding house appraoched me and was all 'you know he fancies you'. i knew this wasn't true ( i knew about his love life ) but on our texts we did say we loved each other and we'd always be there for each other and stuff. i presumed this bloke had seen them and i decided to lay low a while. just a week or so to make them forget, i didn't want them giving him grief and if it got to the teachers, they wouldn't be happy. in that week though, he practically ditched me for my [mates]. we stopped talking. i was so upset and so angry i didn't WANT to talk to him, but we never did. it's currently around 4 months after this happened, we still don't talk, we still don't text, one angry evening i deleted him from my facebook and phone. but i miss him. sooo much. i want to send him a message saying i'm sorry but i have nothing to be sorry for. anyway my [best friend] has fallen in love with him. now THEY text all the time and meet up and stuff. it seems that her friendship was more than ours was. i'm so confused and i don't know what to do. i need him back in my life, i don't love him (like that) but i have been so lost without him, i really have. i know i must sound like a stupid teenager who needs to sort out my priorities, but it has been 4 months and it's considerable how upset i am. what should i do? have i missed my chance? thanks
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